Dark Culture
Spite was the ignition. Infrastructure is the engine.
There is a moment in every revenge plot where the plot gets bigger than the revenge. Most people never reach...
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identity
BTS
I never wanted to throw events
The most honest thing I can say about SLIST is that I never wanted to throw events. I wanted to...
BTS
I want to be famous but I hate my fans
There is a contradiction at the center of this project that I have never resolved, and I am not sure...
Dark Culture
The loneliest profession in the world
Rave promoter is the loneliest profession in the world. You are surrounded by 500 people who came because of decisions...
BTS
The contrarian principle
The underground rave scene in New York City runs on an unspoken consensus: say the right things, signal the right...
Dark Culture
Dark music saved my life (and killed a friend)
I was asking myself why I liked dark music, and the answer surprised me. It was not about genre or...
Dark Culture
Spite as fuel: the revenge plot that became an institution
Every founder has an origin story. Most of them are polished. Mine starts with a guest list rejection and a...
Guides
The introvert’s guide to building a rave empire
Event organizing might be the loneliest profession in the world. Surrounded by 800 people every weekend, and completely isolated in...
BTS
The arrest was the best thing that happened for credibility
In July 2025, I got arrested. The event got raided. The cancel campaigns hit peak velocity simultaneously. By every conventional...
Shitposts
Don’t call me a POC
Don’t call me a POC. It’s literally just a repackaged slur. “Colored” with extra syllables. You’re othering me with a...