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  1. Simon7b403ef

    feat(web): flatten frontmatter — drop slug, flat tags/cats, auto-bump updatedDate [skip ci]

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     title: "Dark music saved my life (and killed a friend)"
    -slug: dark-music-saved-my-life-and-killed-a-friend
     pubDate: 2026-04-05T20:04:46.000Z
     updatedDate: 2026-04-05T20:04:46.000Z
     draft: false
     excerpt: "I was asking myself why I liked dark music, and the answer surprised me. It was not about genre or aesthetic or being different. It was about all the deaths. … Read more"
     categories:
    -  - { name: "Dark Culture", slug: dark-culture }
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     tags:
    -  - { name: format-long-form, slug: format-long-form }
    -  - { name: harm-reduction, slug: harm-reduction }
    -  - { name: identity, slug: identity }
    -  - { name: music, slug: music }
    -  - { name: tone-raw, slug: tone-raw }
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       alt: "Dark sound waves representing catharsis through music"
    
  2. Simon8bc867c

    content: rewrite image URLs from slist.net/wp-content to cdn.slist.net/posts/<slug>/

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       alt: "Dark sound waves representing catharsis through music"
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  3. Simon3c1387f

    fix(web): point upload URLs at slist.net (cdn.slist.net not wired up yet)

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       alt: "Dark sound waves representing catharsis through music"
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  4. Simon5add954

    feat(web): visually mirror slist.net blog (index + single post)

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     pubDate: 2026-04-05T20:04:46.000Z
     updatedDate: 2026-04-05T20:04:46.000Z
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    +excerpt: "I was asking myself why I liked dark music, and the answer surprised me. It was not about genre or aesthetic or being different. It was about all the deaths. … Read more"
    +categories:
    +  - { name: "Dark Culture", slug: dark-culture }
    +tags:
    +  - { name: format-long-form, slug: format-long-form }
    +  - { name: harm-reduction, slug: harm-reduction }
    +  - { name: identity, slug: identity }
    +  - { name: music, slug: music }
    +  - { name: tone-raw, slug: tone-raw }
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    +  src: https://cdn.slist.net/ai_69d2a51bd46482.65400965.png
    +  alt: "Dark sound waves representing catharsis through music"
     legacy_wp_id: 16053
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     I was asking myself why I liked dark music, and the answer surprised me. It was not about genre or aesthetic or being different. It was about all the deaths.
    
  5. Simon30e0ee3

    feat(web): full posts+pages sync, browseable UI, curated pages allowlist

    diff --git a/content/posts/2026/dark-music-saved-my-life-and-killed-a-friend/index.md b/content/posts/2026/dark-music-saved-my-life-and-killed-a-friend/index.md
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    +---
    +title: "Dark music saved my life (and killed a friend)"
    +slug: dark-music-saved-my-life-and-killed-a-friend
    +pubDate: 2026-04-05T20:04:46.000Z
    +updatedDate: 2026-04-05T20:04:46.000Z
    +draft: false
    +legacy_wp_id: 16053
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    +I was asking myself why I liked dark music, and the answer surprised me. It was not about genre or aesthetic or being different. It was about all the deaths.
    +
    +Personal loss has a gravitational pull. It does not ask what genre you prefer. It drags you toward sounds that match the weight you are carrying. Dark music is not a style choice. It is processing.
    +
    +## The basement was home
    +
    +Before COVID, there was a place I went to every Friday. The main floor had 80s and 90s disco. The basement had death metal and grunge. The basement was home. Not because I was performing darkness or cultivating an aesthetic identity. Because when you are carrying something, the basement makes more sense than the dance floor upstairs.
    +
    +Dark music makes me feel nostalgic and cathartic. I enjoy those feelings. That is the root. Not complicated. Not mysterious. Grief and catharsis, set to 140 BPM.
    +
    +## The catharsis architecture
    +
    +When I DJ, I like going from sad hard techno to angry techno. I think it feels cathartic to go through those emotions via music. The emotional arc is deliberate — sadness into anger into release. This is not aesthetic. It is psychological function.
    +
    +The first track is meant to reflect loss and the possibility of hope. The first transition is a statement. Every track in a minor key. The mix might suggest closure, moving on, peace. Do not be fooled. The seven stages of grief simplified to three, then two — suffering and hope — then one. Life. Unexpected, messy, bizarre.
    +

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